Choose to Be Happy

   Due to a series of conversations that I have had with 4 different friends of mine going through tough times, and my own relationship this is what I have decided:

   We as women need to CHOOSE to be happy and the shit we (me included) say and do ultimately has an effect on us and how we live our day to day. How does one choose to be happy you may ask? 

1. TAKING CARE OF YOUR FUCKING SELF!!! Stop taking care of everyone else and putting your dude first! I understand you love him b/c I love mine with all my heart and soul! At the end of the day how can he love me if I don't love myself, how can he respect me if I don't respect myself, how can he be proud of me if I’m not proud of myself, how can he ever take care of me if I can’t take care of myself, and so on and so forth. We woman are the strong hold of the family and when we take care of ourselves we are taking care of our family at the same time! If we fall apart so does everything else so in essence in taking care of yourself you are ultimately taking care of everyone and everything else.

2. Love yourself b/c if you can’t and don’t love yourself how the hell are u going to love someone else, and how the hell do you expect someone else to love you!! How one views herself is how the universe will view you! The universe will return the favor you think your ugly then the rest of the world will see you as ugly! Need I say more!

3. Do things that make you happy create that’s what I do no matter how ugly or bad it is, its mine and nobody can take that away from me! My jewelry my scrapbooks my badly sown pillows nobody can figuratively touch them b/c they are all mine, I made it I imagined it, I created it, and it makes me happy. I love to create, and do crafts so that what I do. I love clothing and jewelry so that’s what I collect. When it’s all said and done I’m happy with all this stuff BECAUSE ITS MINE!

4. Feel beautiful do your make up just to watch TV in your room. Put on perfume just to smell good even if you are by yourself. Pluck your eyebrows even if you only have one hair that grew back in! Take care of yourself pamper yourself, not because your dude is come to see you, no do it when you know you’re going to be alone so you feel beautiful with yourself date yourself ladies b/c nobody will love you like you can and will love yourself!

And that all I got to say about that!

Roses are red

 Violets are blue

 If you can't love me

 Then FUCK YOU 

 I do it better

New With Moi!

Ok so it’s been a long time since I have Blogged! Well I have had a lot of shit going on so don’t judge me people !!

Any way good news I’m starting my own business anyone who knows me is probably saying it’s about time (well bite me ok). The crap I spend my days making is actually making me a profit (I say making me cuz I’m hope it will but the " Secret" told me to put it in the universe so I am)!

What am I selling you may ask....well don’t! Just kidding I’m making accessories and jewelry for now.  I got to start small I don’t want to do too much at the same time cuz y’all know I will go crazy and give up in the middle like I do every other time (self sabotage I know I know I keep telling y’all not to do it and I do it to my damn self " DO NOT JUDGE ME"!)

What? What was that? What is the name of the company that I’m starting... Don’t ask me stupid Questions!! CREAM SODA BOUTIQUE hellllo how much more obvious can I get. Anyway the shit I’m making if for divas that don’t give a shit what other have to say about them!!!!!!!!!! Hence why my blog is not going to be all prim and proper just know that shit!! I’m talk like I do any other time any other day.

 Soooooon I will have a YouTube channel soon and I already have a etsy account but I have not put my stuff up yet.  I’m working on it people don’t rush me! MISSED you guys!!!

WEDDING SHIT!!

So it’s been a long time since my last blog, and I and so busy!! I have been working on my wedding shit CRAZY!! I totally did not know that this was going to be so stressful granted the more stressed I get the more excited I’m becoming, but still good Lord allot goes into planning a wedding!! Most of you who know me know that I physical can't just do one thing at a time. So you already know I’m doing 10 million (DOCTOR EVIL VOICE) and the list is such:

-PLANNING A WEDDING

          -website

          -engagement picture

          -caterer

          -save the dates

          -wedding gown

          -brides made dress

          -everything else

- Start my own company

-ZETA 

-Trying to get back into school

- Lose weight

- Life style change (Food)

-Be a wife (Cooking, Cleaning (my baby helps me) Dog, Bills, LIFE)

-Be a friend (kinda sux right now Sorry to all my girls)

-Be a better artist ( I guess that’s what the shit I do is called)

-Be better at sewing

-Coach Cheerleading

- Everything else

So as you can see I’m losing my damn mind so I need help finding organizational tools so if you have any suggestions I’m all ears real talk (HELP ME). 

So on another but similar note I have a friend who is getting married (LOVE YOU GIRL) and she is my hero she got her shit TOGETHER you hear me!  She made me feel like I was slaking on my pipin you digg!! SHE has sooo much shit done and together that it makes my head hurt.... when she was showing me  her stuff it was no rush deal her shit is BEAUTIFUL and on point. So I was like what the hell am I doing with my time (thank the lord for her) I had to step my game up and in the span of 2 days I have gotten so much shit done I’m and truly satisfied with myself  (real talk I look at myself in the mirror and I’m like damn that a bad bitch). 

I then had a meeting with my planner who is totally excited cuz I’m finally getting all bridish (not diva yet but I have a feeling its coming  LORD HELP US ALL) and I’m totally stalking her now but it’s cool LOL!! My poor boo cuz I’m totally bombarding him now with assignments and shit like he is my 11 grad student in a GT class ( sexy ass student if u ask me ....if it’s wrong I don’t want to be right.... Burr (Gucci man voice)!

*Life~~Really~~Shut Up!*

Life: The condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism,reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally.


~ WTF does that mean!! Someone please let me know! How the hell do you define life.... its forever changing, forever moving in a direction or several directions at a time. Who are we to think that we can define it REALLY. Another thing are we living each day or slowly Fading away (just a question don't get all crazy and baker-act me people). 


Quality: Character with respect to fineness, or grade of excellence:


~WTF does that mean who can jude the QUALITY of something is there like a magic rule book?


Quality of Life: WTF


~Really should I even wast 2 or 3 lines of my blog talking about this? IDK!


I will talk about those people who feel like they need to talk about people’s quality of life in other culture and countries. You think they are Savage or Primative or whatever the Freak! You insignificant unimportant piece of who knows what….I don’t want to insult one of the organisms on this earth by comparing you to them . WHO THE HELL do you think you are? You have know idea what "Quality of life" is in relation to how they live! What we here think is important is just that what WE think is important so you and ur superiority complex can go to hell O and opinions are like assholes keep it clean and to yourself!  




Judge your own life and help those in need  POINT! BLANK! PERIOD! All those who are happy in their "Shitty Life With No So Called Quality" leave them alone they are happy which is more than I can probably say (assuming and you know u should never think assume or try to be to thorough)for you!    

I decided to keep this post short or I would go on forever so yes I just stated how i feel and did not go into detail if you don't like it don't FREAKING read it!

~BOOKS~

So I have been on this crazy reading kick and I thought I would share with you my book list !


BOOK  I JUST FINISHED


SHIVER ~  GREAT BOOOK DUDE!!!


BOOK I'M READING NOW
The Host
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RELEASE DATES OF BOOKS I FREAKING CAN'T WAIT TO READ

-Hunger Games Book 3 8/24/10 The first two Book freaking great read em in 3 days!!

-Burned 4/27/10 FREAKING amazing reat the first 6 book is a week ( yea i know alot of reading but i could not stop!!!) (from the House of Night Series)

-Radiant Shadows 4/20/10 (Wicked Lovely Series) anyone who knows me already knws that i MUST READ THIS BOOK (read all the other books in Italy)

-Spells 5/4/10 Book after Wings Great book!

-The Reckoning 5/1/10 Have not read the other books but on my list of books if i get to them and they are good i will want to read the next one
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****BOOKS I WANT TO READ****

1.The Maze Runner
Author: James Dashner

2. Craceling (Book1)
Fire (Book2)
Author: Kristin Cashore

3. Hush Hush
Author: Becca Fitzpatrick

4. Beautiful Creatures
Author: Kami Garcia, Margaret Stohl

5. Fallen
Author: Lauren Kate

6. Evermore (Book1)
Shadowland (Book2)
Bluemoon (Book3)
Author: Alyson Noel

7. Vampire Academy Series
Author: Richelle Mead

8. Evernight (Book1)
Stargazer (Book2)
Author: Claudia Gray

9. City of Bone (Book1)
City of Ash (Book2)
City of Glass (Book3)
Author: Cassandra Clare

10. The summoning (Book1)
The Awakenning (Book2)
Author :Kelley Armstrong

11. Wake (Book1)
Fade (Book2)
Author: Lisa McMann

12 Deadly Little Secret (Book1)
Deadly Little Lies (Book2)
Author: Laurie Faria Stolarz
13. Lament (Book1)
Ballad (Book2)
Author:Maggie Stiefvater

14. Desert Tales Sanctuary
Author: Melissa Marr

15. Unbound
Author: Kim Harrison, Vicki Pettersson,Melissa Marr, Jeaniene Frost, Jocelynn Drake

16. Knife (Faery Rebels: Spell Hunter)
Author: R.J Anderson

17. Fate
Author: Jennifer Lynn Barnes

18. The Blue Girl
Author: Charles de Lint

19. Lord of the Oaks

20. My Soul to Take
Author: Rachel Vincent

21. Tithe (Book1)
Valiant (Book2)
Author: Holly Black

23. Bones of Faeries
Author: Janni Lee Simner


~I WILL UPDATE THIS LIST ALL THE TIME~

*WTF*

OK WTF, ok i got a couple things to say 1 FUCK the bank if they take one more GOT DAMN overdraft fee out my account i'm going to lose it! They are master mined criminals put her to destroy our lives one $37.50 charge at a time!  I'm pissed, but i'm not going to dwell! Yes i am what the Freaking hell.... get a life and stop stealing my hard earned money and then lying about it ! Talking about the stipulations changed a month ago Bitch CHARLITONS  you did not send me a freaking notice telling me that shit changed! MONSTERS!

Introduction To That Which is Moi!

Ok Here we go!! Welcome To my blog CREAM SODA ANYONE? This blog will have one purpose and one purpose only to satisfy me in every way possible.  SORRY to all those who though they were going to come here and find something THEY want and or looking for! Its my world and i'm the squirrel and i'm damn sure going to get my NuT (honey roasted please)!

Ok seriously i'm using this blog to talk about all the things I want to talk about and get off my chest! I am a very strange individual. My brain is like a maze with secret corridors Harry Potter would have a blast in here! I will be talking about EVERYTHING I feel like talking about so strap in strap up and enjoy the ride!


O JUST TO LET YOU KNOW i don't give a rats PATOOTIE about grammar and spelling so BUG off if you don't like my writing!